Keep Dreaming

What’s really hard about my situation as a student is the question, “Am i going to graduate this year or not?”. My father keeps on asking me when’s the schedule for our graduation and i am very hesitant to answer. Every time the idea of graduating cross my mind, i feel really nervous and start to think about the what if’s. What if I fail this one subject? What if i fail to pass what is required? And what if i lose it and started yelling at our professor who is really determined to pass as little students as he can? Possibilities. It’s really scary.

I really want my college days to be over. I don’t want to waste additional year of trying to impress our professors who’re not even doing their part. I mean, we are paying you aren’t we? So at least, teach us properly and give your best. It’s not even the students’ fault anymore, it’s the inability of the teacher to understand fully his/her job. It’s their fault, not ours. And yet, we are the ones who suffer for it.

(Takes a deep breath) Sorry about the rant, i just can’t blurt it out at school. At least i can say it here. I hope none of my classmates or teachers see this. Though i highly doubt i’ll be in trouble if ever they see it. But it’ll be awkward.

Anyways, i just can’t keep feeding my mind with negative possibilities can I? I have to keep moving on and trust God with His plans for me. It’s really difficult, but i cannot stop tomorrow for coming so I might as well face it keeping my dreams in mind and the hope that everything will be alright.  :heart

 

Memories

There will always be those photos wherein you just can’t stop staring at it because it brings back so many meaningful memories.

I am very close to my brother. Ever since my mother left to work abroad, we have been taking care of him and made sure that he gets the love and attention that he needs. He is not like any kids. He is so sweet and though he cannot talk like normal kids do, i can always feel and see the love that he has for his sisters  :heart

Looking at those photos above reminded me of how much he had grown. He is much bigger now and he had gained weight. This brings me back to the days when we couldn’t understand why it took him so long to learn how to crawl, to walk and to say “mama and papa”. Back when we could not control his tantrums and how he would not eat anything except for “fried chicken”. Those days when he memorized all the countries, their capital city and their national flags. How he would draw the map of Europe, USA and South Africa and rewrite the whole index of our encyclopedia without looking at it. Back when his favorite toy was our encyclopedia and draw stuffs that he finds interesting. He was super thin back then but of course, super cute  :yay!

I love my brother so much. I could not ask for more. He is the common thread that holds our family together. Honestly, i could not imagine how our family would be like without him. He is a blessing in disguise and i thank God for everything. His birthday is coming up and he’ll be a year older. Oh how time flies so fast!

I can’t help it Hershey is s cute on the picture so i included her! Ladies and gents, meet the young Hershey! :D

 

Bloglovin’s New Look

I’ve have been using bloglovin ever since i was introduced to it. Back then  i would click every single links on my affiliates page just to check whether if there’s a new post that i could comment to. And i find it very exhausting.

I had the chance actually to try out this new look earlier while it was still on beta and i’m really glad they finally released the new look. Well actually there’s not much changes only it looks  lot cleaner and its still simple which i totally love.

Bloglovin’ has made bloghopping easier for me and definitely saves me more time and effort :) Every update form my favorite blogs are automatically seen on my home page and its just one click away.

Well, i made this post because i cannot make myself go to sleep even though i really want to. And oh by the way i purchased a new domain form godaddy with their $1 promo! Yay! It’s still not configured yet. I am going to host it on tumblr. So i hope this new domain would bring me luck this year in terms of online earnings! lol.

And since we’re already talking about bloglovin here, you guys can go follow my blog there if you want to click the awesome graphics below  :heart

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