Her Tears

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First of all i want you to know that i love you so much. Even though we are not that close as we should be, even though we rarely see each other, even though we rarely spend time with each other. The unconditional love that you have given us and the sacrifices that you had to go through life just for us… Its very overwhelming and at the same time heart breaking. I may not see you during those times but i know and feel how hard it is to be away from people that you love the most. To be alone working far away from them, to worry every time problems come their way. I know how it feels to miss someone but all you can do is call them and only hear their voice when all you really want is to see them face to face and to confirm for yourself that everything really is okay. To be there with them when you needed each other the most. It hurts to know that you have to go away. I may not say this or show this to you but i really do appreciate eveything that you do for us. That’s what keeps me holding on, to someday make you proud and see you happy. I hope you know how much i feel complete and contented whenever you are here. I love you and to see you cry is the most heartbreaking scene ever. I hate myself for not being able to do something about it but listen and be quiet. I am sorry i just don’t know what to say. I was strong enough to prevent myself from crying  in front of you but that was not enough to keep my heart from hurting inside me. Maybe that’s the reason why i did not say anything. I’m afraid that my voice will get shaky abd that would probably lead me to tears. That’s the first time you talked about your life out there. It hurts to know the truth but it hurts even more when i hear it from your own shaky voice. You do not deserve to be treated like that. You really did not deserve it. You did not deserve to cry and you are certainly not to blame! I admire your strength as a person, as a wife and as a mother to you daughters and to your son. You are my hero and i thank you for everything. Don’t worry, i’ll do my best to make you proud and evetually help you with everything. We can do all things through God. Ma we love you. :)

  • http://jynxedpanda.com/ Tiff K

    Aww sis this is soo beautiful! I can really feel your love for your mom! >:D:D<

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    ClaireNo Gravatar Reply:
    December 25th, 2011 at 1:36 pm

    thanks sis :)

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  • http://gryshco.com Grysh Co

    This is so touching sis. :)  

    Merry Christmas! :)  

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  • http://bebe-doll.net Rhea Bue

    awwww..sweet. :’) nakakaiyak sis.. I’m sure pag ginawan ko rin ng letter mom ko maiiyak rin yon.. :’) mama’s girl kase talaga ako.. hihihihi.. :D

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  • http://ohlockedheart.com Dianne

    Wherever she your mom is, she’s guided by God. :)
    I can feel how much you love your mom. <3

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  • http://www.therainbowstar.net/ lhyzie

    aww. ang ganda sis ;)

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  • http://theyellowpadchronicles.blogspot.com/ Umi

    This is really sweet, sis. :)
    Merry Christmas!

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  • http://sandraganzo.com/ Sandra

    Sis, ang ganda ng pagkasulat mo. I feel the love in this simple note you have for oyur mom. God bless you sis! I know she is proud of you. :)

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    ClaireNo Gravatar Reply:
    December 28th, 2011 at 3:40 pm

    thanks sis <3

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  • http://whensherants.wordpress.com/ sheidz

    A bit teary eyed here.. :’) So sweet nito, sis! I think you should let your Mom read this. 

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    ClaireNo Gravatar Reply:
    December 28th, 2011 at 3:40 pm

    ahhmm somehow i don’t want her or any of my family read this.. lol..

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  • http://lilpink.info Ayah

    I feel you sis., I only have my mom left with me. Basically, I would never be able to make it without her. I love her so much. I wouldn’t be where I am today if it’s not for her.

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    ClaireNo Gravatar Reply:
    December 28th, 2011 at 3:39 pm

    you and your mother is strong :) 
    Happy holidays to you sis..

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  • http://imyona.com WYONA

    This one is really touching. Truly, it’s really a heartbreaking scene seeing your mother cry. I can’t even imagine my mother crying in front of me. God gave each of us the perfect mom, and no matter what happens, that will never change. They will always be the best. Nice post sis :)

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    ClaireNo Gravatar Reply:
    December 28th, 2011 at 3:38 pm

    tama sis!!! they are the best… nothing compares to them…

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  • http://www.mishinformed.com/blog Michelle

    This is so beautiful. It really is. I only have my mom with me and hope to really make her proud one day.
    This is one of the sweetest posts I have read in a very long time!

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    ClaireNo Gravatar Reply:
    December 28th, 2011 at 3:37 pm

    i’m sure she’s already proud of you:)

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  • http://www.koreandoll.net Angela Ricardo

    This is a heart felt message. I can relate in some ways… this made me miss my mom. :)

    I wish you a prosperous new year. :)

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    ClaireNo Gravatar Reply:
    December 28th, 2011 at 3:37 pm

    same here sis :)

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  • http://poshqueen.us/ JHOANA

    Oh my God! Because of this post.. I wanna go up and kiss and hug and say I love you to my mom.. Hugggggssss sis! Sometimes mom and I do the same thing and I always make sure not to cry in front of her. I wanna be strong whenever she shares emotional things to me. 

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  • http://meichagas.com/ Mei

    Aww this is so sweet. Nothing compares to a mother’s love. Minsan namimisunderstood natin sila. Minsan tayo pa nagagalit sakanila kahit sila ang dapat magalit satin. Kahit ako, I can’t say how much I thank and love my mama. Ksi nga baka maiyak ako. Pero kahit di natin sabihin, alam naman ng mga nanay na mahal natin sila. We just have to make them feel it.

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  • http://alldolled-up.info/ Yesha

    Sweetness:) I am sure your mom is proud and happy to have you as her daughter:) 

    Happy holidays <3

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  • http://dazzledoll.info/ jenifaa

    :( ( nakaka touch naman sis. TAMA! I hate seeing my mom crying. I saw her once, and I feel so terrible. o.O our mother is the best!

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  • http://itslyss.eu Lyss Kaye Tan

    This post is really a deep thought, I feel you and I agree with this. It is really daunting to see our moms cry, it is true that daughters/sons are more hurt whenever we see our parents cry especially our mom. The best feeling is to be with our parents. Hope your mom is doing fine, just pray. It really helps. Happy New Year and hope you and your mom have a blessed one.

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