Opening my Box

What i hate most about my self is when i really want something but when that something is right in front of me i let it go away. Opportunities has been coming to me these past few days and i have been refusing to take them. So stupid of me. I know i really want to. I know deep in my heart that i want it. But what am i doing? Urgh! i can’t even explain it. Maybe i’m just afraid. But what am i afraid of? I don’t know.

I am afraid to take that step. To finally let all of my well kept dreams and skills out of that box. Afraid of what people might think and say. I’ve waited years for this. How do i solve this? Maybe its better to just make a decision and take an action. Then worry about what will happen when i get there. Snap out of it Claire! Go ahead and live your dream! (easier said than done). I know you guys have no idea what i’m talking about here. Sorry but i just have to let it all out.

I’ll blog hop to your beautiful blogs when i finally have enough time.

  • http://utopicbliss.org/01 Ayielle

    Before anything else, pray and ask the Lord guidance that whatever your decision will be, whatever step you are taking, it is His will that brought you there. I don’t know if you believe in that but it works for me, trust in Him and trust yourself. :)

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  • http://meichagas.com Mei

    When you can say it’s an opportunity, then grab it. There are times when we think it’s an opportunity or not. But for me, we should always take the risk. And in the end, we’ll just realize if it’s a regret or it’s a good decision. :)

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  • http://poshqueen.us JHOANA

    Ask for God’s guidance sis! Ako ren actually pareho tayo.. whenever oppurtunities come binibitawan ko, tapos pag wala na hahanapin ko.. parang ganun.. If your heart is into it then go for it sis!!

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  • http://dazzledoll.info/ jenifaa

    I really don’t have any idea. o.O what i thought is, are you getting married ? hahah! O__O OMG! forgive me. that’s what i thought. x.x’ though, I know how you feel. Sometimes i do those kind of things, and i HATE it! >.<' gaaa! i totally agree. living in your dreams is easier to say that to do o.O

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  • Anonymous

    sayang naman sis :) dont let more opportunities pass. you can do it :)

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  • http://etoile.l-amor.net Jizni

    Whatever it is sis, I hope you can make a decision that makes you genuinely happy. Kaya mo yan! Sometimes, in life, we really have to risk some things. Good luck!

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  • Anonymous

    Like what other bloggers commented, ask for God’s guidance, Pray. It’s the best solution in every problem. :) *Huuugs*

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  • http://kitchentrips.info The Chef

    for me, take note of all your opportunities that come into your life. you might never know when will they arrive into your life again.. have a nice day

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  • http://pinkfantasy.etherealrain.net Jaye

    I know that feeling, sis.. >;< And there's a song that applies to that kind of situation. Here's  the lyrics:
    "You’ll never enjoy your life,
    living inside the box
    You’re so afraid of taking chances,
    how you gonna reach the top?"

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  • http://ohlockedheart.com Dianne

    It’s normal to be afraid. But we should overcome it  so we can do better. :)  
    If you REALLY like it, go for it! :)  

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  • http://www.therainbowstar.net Lhyzie

    awww. kaya mo yan sis :)

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  • http://gryshco.com Grysh Co

    If opportunities kept on coming to you but you kept on refusing them, I’m the opposite. I keep on accepting the opportunities that came my way for the past few weeks but something always seem to take it away from me. I was supposed to work in my cousin’s resto but my parents disagreed because I have to ride a jeep and a bus to my workplace. I received a graphic design work just recently and one of them doesn’t even bother replying. Take note, I’m already done working on it. 

    Life is certainly not smiling at me right now.

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  • http://ilove.jynxedpanda.com Alyssa

    Awww I hope you won’t be afraid anymore to accept opportunities and just go with it :) It’s hard at first but you have to think positive and not think about what other people will think. Because if you always let opportunities past, you’ll never know when you will have the chance to make it come into your life again. You can do it!

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  • http://oh-some.info JEANU

    I think, I know what are you talking about. You are afraid to accept the opportunities because you were afraid that you wont meet their expectations. Am i right? I have to admit that there is  a time that I feel that way too but through prayers I was able to resolve it ;)

    Dont be afraid, although sometimes we cannot avoid it. But if you are not really sure about it, give it a time and talk about it with God. Sometimes talking with God about your anxieties is the best way to solve your problem. 

    Just believe in what you can do. Strive for the best. Dont focus  on what will people tell about you, because you are not living for them. You are living for God and God want the best for you.

    Hope this advice helps you ;) Mwa

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