Happy?

Hi guys! So what’s new? Well my sister bought her DSLR last Saturday! Yay? You know me, i’ve been wanting to have a camera like this since I got so addicted with photography. I consider myself as a frustrated photographer  . Sister bought Nikon 5100d.

I should be happy right? But somehow i was not that happy, imagine spending 40k+ on a single camera? That’s her almost 4 months savings, my sister’s a nurse by the way not regular yet. I know buying a DSLR was her purpose on saving money but somehow it doesn’t feel right. She owns the iphone on the picture too, see? That sums up to 50k+.

But why am i worrying this much? Its not my money anyways, now i can’t imagine myself when i finally get to receive that first salary or save a decent amount of money. I think i’ll be having a very difficult job on deciding whether to spend the money or not. I know its money, its supposed to be spent not to be kept.

How about you guys? Ever felt the same way as i am feeling right now? lol