So my friends and other batch mates already graduated from college , which left me and the other left behind . I know its not really a big deal but it kinda made me jealous of them because finally they are free from nose bleed exams, quizzes and nerve-wracking reports, defense, projects etc. Well my fault for taking a 5 year course which by the way until now i don’t know why i’m still pursuing it.  

I never really wanted to become an electronics engineer. I never really know about transistors, resistors blah blah until i got my major subjects later in my first year of college. I tried to my course but i just can’t! I don’t know if its because of our teachers (btw worst i had so far), the school, the environment or my classmates but i just don’t appreciate it. I had to force myself to study , finish our project and whatever crazy things i had to do just to pass my subjects.

Many times i attempted to quit and shift to another course and follow my passion. Web designing, photography, art, computers! Yet, I’m still here beating myself up with things that i find boring. I can’t even believe it myself that somehow i survived  What kept me going? Well, two thoughts. Powerful thoughts that motivates me to move forward and to not be selfish. First are my parents . Finishing a 5 year course might be the greatest gift that i can repay them. If i give-up i know it will break their heart though i’m sure they will support me but still they’ll be disappointed and i don’t want that to happen. Second is of course God . There is a reason why i took this course. This is His plan not mine or any other people.

Many times i felt His presence guiding me through tough times in my studies. He really do loves me and He is my weapon, shield and my heart as i continue on with this journey. It will be rough but i’m willing to risk it all and follow His plans.

What about you? What motivates yo when you feel like giving up?

Its 2:00 am in the morning as i’m typing these words. And i have to say i this is really an unexpected post! And quite unusual for me well maybe i just need some sleep. 

Yes! My summer starts after we submitted our fourth and final project in logic. I’m really happy and i feel lucky. Me and my classmates. The reason why we got to pass our project without any worries was because our teacher was really busy with his exams on his other subjects so he assigned a 5th year student to check our project which happens to be our friend! Before that we were really worried because our project won’t function properly. Sometimes it gives you the right output but after a minute or so it will be wrong again which is really really frustrating! Which is why i wanna thank God for rescuing us! Thank you LORD!!! . Divine intervention is what we like to call it. In my case its like the 3rd time already where i felt like God helped me with my logic projects since our project 2. WEE!!

Well anyways, thanks to all who commented on my previous post. We’re ok now like nothing ever happened lol. I’m glad and happy that we could all hang out like before i was so afraid that things would not be the same. He/she just can’t stay away from us if he/she does i’ll kill him/her! lol kidding 

I was working on a new theme earlier but i didn’t like the way it turned out. Too simple and too much pink! As usual! I had so many attempts to give this site a new theme but i always fail. I need a strong inspiration right now.

Congratulations to all the graduates! Especially my high school/college friend! One more year (hopefully) and its my turn to graduate. Wow soon i’ll be entering the grueling life of a 5th year ECE student. I’m excited and very anxious. Wish me luck!

Thanks to all who greeted me a happy birthday! Will bloghop now then sleep! lol good night everyone!